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Sunday, February 27, 2011

haizz....headache~~





昨晚和他吵架了,但也许吵了才知道原来我其实一点都不好。。让他辛苦了。。。我做晚听完他说的,其实我真的很想说不如我们分开吧!但我知道我没肯能就这样说出口,加上我知道如果我说了,,那我肯定会哭得比昨天来的更厉害吧!!因为我就是这样意气用事,在那时,我说了些话,就到现在我都觉得自己不该那样。。他和我一起,的确的改变了很多。。他懂我不喜欢的事。。他都不会去做。。这些我都懂。。但就是自己不好。
。因为我真的不懂自己做么就会这样。。是因为想我朋友说的吗?太爱他?还是我太在意了??那道底是什么愿因??




吵架其实是在折磨着自己吧!!昨晚,四点多才睡。哭得很累。。是我笨了吗??还是我太爱哭了,人家哭,不会哭到头疼的。。但我呢~~。。因该
是我哭累了就睡起身了又哭。。所以才弄得自己头那么疼。。到现在都还在疼得。。真的是活该。。不哭那就不会有时。。。


但在现在,我们都是没事~~我都他在乎我,爱我。。这些我是感觉到的。。所以我答应你。。我会在那样。。这句话。。我会会请口告诉你。。因为我怕,我说我会做不到。。那样会伤害到你。。DEAR。。我答应你我不会轻易和你说分手,要说都会等到你说。。和不会突然的不要你。。因为我懂我爱你。。我想我该需要懂得如何去控制自己的情绪。。就像仪说的。。不要让自己那么累。。该她打来和她聊了,有些事。。她说的的确是很有道理的。。所以决定听听她说的。。。^^

EMO:(

does know in when started ,i'm will suddenly emo ..does know is what happen will like this..i'm try to keep asked my self..why i'm will like this?? but in the ended also still can't get it the answer ...izit me is jealous?? or is dislike??but i'm can swear to say,i'm totally is know all is passed..but does know is what gonna on..when hear or see it..my feel will like emo..this not the 1st time..who can tell me ..this is call what??

i'm know for him..all the thing is nothing..but me..probable he does not know my feel..so does not know started in when ..i'm does not have telling him directly what happen i'm not happy..even sometime i will angry him ...but seem like also does not know the back reason is what..like that few day ago..and last week..can't remember directly is which days..but..that is nt important ..now for me important is i'm think i'm need to find the way to solve this problem..if not i'm think one day's i will become mad ...



have many thing in this few month is totally change alot for me...does know is what reason..just almost my friend also say like this..for my self..i'm totally does't know this is good for me or bad?? because me before wont like this de...won't easy get emo without any reason..




just chat with one college friend in fb chat..he say me for he is like vy diam diam in college de..but now only know me like is have problem de ppl..probable is he recognize me not long time .. so only will think's like this...but he is quite nice guy for chatting de...

Thursday, February 24, 2011

。。该怎样。。

近期来,都在烦着。到底今年毕业了diploma后,该不该继续读degree。。还是读完了就去做工,做了几个月后,在继续的读呢??或是直接的开始做工。。本来是很想读到degree的。。但如要读,就必须是自己供自己读了。。其实这样不是不能,我就是怕自己会应付不来。。不知做么总觉得很多的是我都办不好。。功课一大堆,还没做完。。就连温习也少了。。。多想认真的找个人来谈,但又能找谁呢???

在我周围的朋友,全部看来都知道自己过后要的是什么。。但只有我。。还弄不清。。

朋友都说,你是该想想继续的读下去,因为就算辛苦也是一年多罢了。。

其实我很清楚,读完了diploma 出去,其实根本就不算是什么。。就算我读到DEGREE也是。。因为我读的是ACCOUNTING 。。要读到ACCA 才算是真真的ACCOUNTANT ....不然就不算是什么了。。真不知,自己该要怎样。。很怕会做错决定。。:( haizz...